This is a major rant. I need to get this off my chest. Lots of "bad words" so close your eyes and ears, kiddies.

I got home early from work today and not for a good reason. My new manager told me that I violated store policies without knowing it. They caught it on store camera. He said until further notice, I'm on indefinite suspension. Which can mean two things, a) I'm fired or, b) I'm temporary out of work until such time.

I can't be out of work. I've got bills to pay and the job market sucks as it is. I've gotta call my union and see what I can do about this. If that falls out, I'll have to contact unemployment but I dunno if they will help me since I work part-time (the only thing I could get when I got hired on). The worst part of this is that there are other workers at my job who are terrible and yet they get away with shit. I've got a co-worker who "suffers" from ADHD. He slacks off at any chance he gets and no one raises a finger to him. I get overworked from school and other things in life, make a few mistakes, and get slapped down.

I feel like shit. I wanna cry or beat the shit out of someone. I fucking hate my new boss and I hate the fact that this is days before my birthday.

I'm so sick of apologizing to people when they are at fault and not me. I'm sick of being the victim of fucking faggots who got lucky in life while others work their asses off and get nothing. I'm fucking sick of having to hear the excuse "That's life". When people suffer ten times worse than me, do they say "oh well, that's life"?

Every time I deal with bad shit like this... I wanna put a bullet into the brains of every fucking parent who wouldn't get off their ass to properly raise their kids or give them proper love and attention. I wanna set on fire every home of greedy, too well-off people who think they are better than us with them trapped inside.

I wanna taste blood.